My Roses from Jay :-) THANKS JJ YOU'RE THE BEST! 

Twists and turns...

Looking beyond the surface was not the thing for me
It never was appealing, it never did intrigue...
I got caught up time and time again
In image and in style
And then My Jesus taught me
"Its not about all that My Child"
Its not about the car you drive
Or the way you smile
Its not about the way you talk
"Its about the heart My Child"
Your Kindness and your Generous Spirit
The way you Seek the Lord
Being washed by Him daily
And spending time in His life giving Word...
The passion that i see in you
The things you want to do in time
Those things are what Jesus was saying when He said
"My Child that is my design..."
Not Sparkles on the outside
No True love at first sight
No Big OUT THERE personality
Or my heart being put to Flight...
All that is just irrelevant
In the passing hand of time
Because Fondness in my heart has grown
And Busted into a SHINE!

A post about Nothing...

I dunno just felt like posting, so ill post, and it is gonna be whatever comes to my mind...
So WATCH OUT hahaha
I am paranoid, like MAJORLY it is no good, but i am working on it :-)
And thats it ;p
For now...

Sometimes life will seem TOTALLY Spun out INSANE, but just SCREAM out to God and in the midst of the MADNESS Sanity will return...

Well Polished Mask...

I live my life wearing a well polished mask
It saves me from my fears...
It helps me look like i have it all together
But i don't...
So far from together that is scares me at the very best of times!

Sometimes i think i am actually going a bit CRAZY like those the Skitso's on Fight Club, Secret Window and Hide and Seek...

I mess with my head, i let things overwhelm me, and i just get so jumbled and messy in my brain that i feel so grumpy and out of it...
Like someone has come in and tossed every drawer, and run their hand across every surface and tumbled EVERY thought and emotion and feeling onto the floor...
Like things are all messed up and broken and smashed!

I feel like such a Freak at times, such a wierdo...

Like i seem to just navigate towards things that are bad for me and pull away as far as i can from what would be good, WHATS UP WITH THAT?!

And i Pray, Boy do i pray!

That God would change my heart, that He would save me from myself and make me more like Jesus...

DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE THIS?????

Keep Smiling and Keep SHINING! 

Mucking around in Makinbudin!

We went to Maka this weekend and it was SO MUCH FUN!
Fresh country air, EXCELLENT company and hospitality, relaxation, Shooting star sky shows from God, Great walks, Sheep shearing, BBQ's by Big Rocks, Awesome Children to play with, Frost in the morning, Friendly Country Folk and Amazing Sunsets...
All in the space of Saturday night, Sunday all day and Monday morning!
This Maka trip was Such a Blessing, and i will post some Photo's to help you capture a taste of what we were Blessed enough to experience...
Praise The Lord!

Rusted to Perfection! :-)

Fun fun fun!

We got to shoot and that was CRAZY fun, especially the HUGE gun with a big Kick back, i liked that one!
Was not gonna do it at first but then did and it was WELL worth it!! ;)
The rock walk was Excellent too and the BBQ was Finger LICKING GOOD!

Climbing shooting and BBQ ing!

Maaaaaaaaaaaaa!

We got to pet a Bubby Lamb!
HOW CUTE!

Playing with the sheepies! 

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeey HA!

We got a chance to be right in the Action with the Sheep shearers... It was so Awesome, we got to feel the wool, and cause Danny is a shearer we asked him to shear one for us and he did, that was really COOL!
Nothing like experiencing the real thing!

Our Sheep Shearing Experience! 

Icicles!

It got so cold out there in the mornings that there is Frost over EVERYthing!
HOW COOL IS THAT! :-)

Frosty Maka Mornings!

Gods Artwork in the Sky...

The sunset during Kidschurch!

Gods Work of Art... 

Sunday Sunset

Sunday Sunset Continued

Our Maka Friends...

This is Daniel, Allison, Ebony and Joshuah. They are are friends from College and the people that we stayed with in Maka. Al is like the GREATEST cook and just like the Hospitality QUEEN, and Dan is just So Layed back and Generous, Eb and Joshie are the Cutest Kids and they all made us feel So at home!
You Guys are a TOTALLY ROCKING Family!
Thanks SO so so so much for making our Maka Experience SO Spectacular, that we just wanna keep coming back :-)

These Kids are so Beautiful and SO GOOD too!

Our Beautiful and GENEROUS hosts Daniel and Allison!

Saturday night.

Our first night in Maka we took a walk in the country Burbs and it was so cool!
I LOVE the country, Danny rang someone up to see if they had any board games and they did so we went for a walk to go get em. It was Dark and AWESOME!
So SAFE!

A suburbian country street at night :-)

A nite walk in the country Burbs to get some boardgames :-) 

Coming into the Sunset...

Still on our way and we are now coming into the most Beautiful Sunset...
God really Blessed us with such Amazing colour, purples, pinks, blues and Brilliant Oranges and Reds!
Pics may not be the best at capturing what we saw, but it will give you a bit of an idea :-)
Praise be to God
Thank you Jesus!

Thank You Jesus for such Amazing blessings... 

God's Creativity... UNLIMITED! 

God's Excellence Revealed! 

Serenity... 

WOW 

Beginning of the Sunset 

Off we Go!

A bit of the Amazing Green scenery on our way to Maka!

Our God is an AWESOME God! 

Beauty... 

Hey Ho Hidey Ho Off to Makka we go! 

Googie!

Greg was our volunteer driver for the Maka trip! Lam and i went up, or down (i am never sure what it is) to Maka with him and it was cool!
It was a trip without music, but we did alot of talking and sight seeing, which actually worked out much better!
Good trip Guys
Thanks for making it AWESOME!

Greg's rare moments captured on Camera, you gotta take what you can get these days :-) Thanks for Driving and everything else, you did a "BRILLIANT!" JOB ;-D