"TOP NIGHT!"

Bleeding :-(

I'm Bleeding
I'm Dying
Writhing in Pain

WHAT IS IT!?
WHAT IS IT!?

I'm crying out in VAIN...

Lost and ALONE
SO MANY Grudges i hold
I Covet
I Envy
I try yet i FOLD...

I look and i JUDGE
And i FALL yet AGAIN
It's KILLING me softly

I'm tormented in chains!

I look at people and Sneer because it's their season
I WANT what they have
It ROBS me of reason...

I cant STAND who i am

I'm better than this

I'm SO inward focussed
It's stealing my bliss...

God PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY!
This UGLY OLD self
NO MORE about me but more about Everyone else

AWAY with you Sinfull
This is not true Loves way
God Free me from myself
And make me in your Holy ways to STAY.

HELP!!!!!!!

Amen

Death is coming, Where are you going? 

Checking out...

Life is passing by and by
We're living day by day
We live like we're invinsible
As if life were here to stay...

You are MORTAL
Death is COMING
WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

We'll ALL be checking out one day
We all check out the very SAME way
Death will come
We will cease to breathe
It's the One and ONLY way to leave...

Thanks for making Friday night SO FUN!

AGLOW...

Bright burns the flame
Deep within my heart
It burns with GLOWING Fuery
It burns my faults apart
Burnt Broken and surfacing
Coming to the fore
The faults are Slowly changing
Through the FIRE of my Lord

God knows what to surface
And at what stage in my life
He knows what i can handle
And what will cause my Plight

I LOVE my precious Jesus
I love His moulding hands
I love the way I'm changing
Everyday's already planned

My hearts AGLOW
His love i know
It's not my show
I'm willing to grow

Thank you Jesus
Amen

That's What I'm TALKIN BOUT!

For You

Before you Lord
I place my life
I sacrifice my soul
I'll give it all for You Lord
Because in You
I become Whole...

Jesus Makes me WHOLE :-)

Choose Life...

Tulips splash colour near the bubbling brook
Roses add beauty and wonder
The snow covered mountain stands sparkling in splendour
The desert oasis remains a wonder

A frozen over lake speaks Power and Strength
A giant oak in the fall speaks at length to our soul
A snow covered forrest is peaceful and lovely
The sound of rain is like soothing the pain

The pain that we feel when the world makes no sense
The pain in our hearts when lovers reject
The pain of living just waiting to die
The pain of not knowing and living a lie

A lie that is spun by satan's smoothe tongue
He says live eat drink and do what you want
Don't think about love and life after death
Who cares just ENJOY and take till you're left

Till you're left in the dark of your heart all ALONE
The confusion and emptiness has taken control
You feel down and bruised and used in your soul
You inner being is FRENZIED and no longer whole

Don't believe him he wants to EAT you ALIVE
On your lust and your sins he FEEDS and the THRIVES
He wants you to be lost in the dark
He wants you to hurt while he sits there and laughs

That splendour you see when you look at creation
Its not just by chance it was made by YOUR Maker
The beauty you see in that GIANT oak tree
Is the same beauty that lies within you and within me

The lake frozen over the forrest covered in snow
God did it for you so that His love you would know
He loves you without a shadow of doubt
He LOVES you despite the way you turned out

DON'T think that you need to make your life right
To change and be "perfect" to come into God's sight
Jesus God's Son has taken the fall
He hung on the cross Now God's FREE for ALL

Come broken come dark come Sin FILLED and ALL
There is No discrimination when on His name you call
Call out "Jesus i need You breathe life in my soul!"
"Come fill me with Pure love and make my heart Whole..."

"I'm tired of living for temporary high's
I need one that lasts one that PERMANENTLY satisfies
I think it is You PLEASE show me You're REAL
I NEED to know you Jesus and Your pure love to feel..."

NO DOUBT He will Fill you
NO DOUBT He will come
NO DOUBT He will Love you
He's already payed the sum

Paraphrase- Revelation 3:20

"Look at Me. I Jesus stand at the door of your heart and I knock. If you hear Me calling you, and you open the door of your heart for me i will come in and change your life forever. I will make you more than a Conquerer!"

I Am wants to Bless you.

I Am...

I was regretting the past
and fearing the future.
Suddenly my Lord was speaking:

My name is I AM"
He paused.

I waited. He continued,
"When you live in the past
with its mistakes and regrets,
it is hard. I am not there.
My name is not I WAS.

When you live in the future,
with its problems and its fears,
it is hard. I am not there.
My name is not I WILL BE.

When you live in this moment,
It is not hard. I am here.
My name is I AM."

Oops and Sparky! :-) 

Mothers Day 2005

Me, Me Momma, My Bro and My cousies :-)
This was an AWESOME mothers day Praise God
Thank you Mom for EVERYTHING...

Stay STRONG and LIVE!

STAY STRONG!

Washed...

Azzie, Ezzie And Dezzie ROCKING out at College!
We are washed By His Blood
Made Righteous by His Sacrifice
And Sanctified by His Pain
Stay STRONG Crew and Jesus will Pull us through
Love You guys and girls
D

Jesus' Love is Vibrant, Real and Abundant...

Rest...

Hello Folks ;-)
I was going to post Desiderata, but that will have to wait till i am awake... For now though just know that Jesus Loves Every one of you Every minute of Every day...

Sleepy... 

Why does inspiration come at such odd hours?

I don't want to be a night owl Toot Toot ;-)

I watched movies with Frannie and Phuongie tonight.
It was cool we watched
*Dying Young- A BRILLIANT movie a definate must if you have not seen it yet, and
*Electra- I liked it, i love all that fantasy stuff... I am a Faithful X-Men FAN!!!

And now i am going to beddie Byes

So Goodnight all and I pray that you will have the SWEETEST dreams...

May the God of Angel Armies keep watch over you as you pass through this life, and may He be revealed through you to all who are not walking with Him.

To know how to be Patient, is to look at the Beauty of Patience in Jesus Himself, and learn to Live what you see...

PATIENCE...

Im tired Lord, SO TIRED Lord
Im Just Tired of my ways
I WANT to be MORE like You Lord
But Lord i WANT it to happen TODAY!

My days are FILLED with STRIVING Lord
Striving, DAY AND NIGHT
Striving To be as Pure as Jesus
STRIVING to WIN the Fight...

The Striving is in my heart Lord
The BATTLE is FIERCE and LONG
I feel Weary from the BATTLE Lord
I feel more Weak than i do strong...

Forces and principalities ever waiting in the wings
Waiting to take me down Lord
Trying to help me Sin...

Please RELEASE me from perfection Lord
The trap they catch me in
And keep my eyes on you Lord
So the battle i may WIN

The guilt i feel for falling Lord
Let it hold my mind NO LONGER!
Because You are a God of Grace Lord
And in you i know i WILL be STRONGER...

Please give me Patience Jesus
I love you
In your Holy and Precious name i Pray
Amen

CHOICE NIGHT! 

Bring It On

Bring It On!!!!!!
All because i went to a party ALONE tongiht WHOO HOO!!!
I knew Philo but and His family but like NO ONE else, and it was kinda scary and intimidating at first but it just KEPT GETTING BETTER!!!! :-)
There was about 100 people there and all from different churches and i guess some not from church too!
I met Manon and Joel they were such CHOICE people hey!
And i met like heaps of others and they were all cool too.
Then later on all these people that i ACTUALLY know rocked up and that was WAY cool too!
I got to catch with Malita and Beth and i met Beths boyfriend and Trent it was a way way way way way way CHOICE party!
We danced the dance floor was HUGE and there were faerie lights in the garden it was so pretty... And candles all over the place and stuff to eat and drink!
And then they played all this African music cause Philo loves it since he did missionary work in Botswana! GO PHILO!!!!
Then we did the Buss dance that was SO COOL!
Then there was the cutting of the cake and Philo talked about Jesus being AWESOME and He so is way beyond AWESOME!!!!
Thank you Jesus for such a Blessing of a night, and for helping me to do something so outrageous and out of my comfort box :-)
Ah it was a CHOICE BRING IT ON KINDA NIGHT...
WHOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
:-) :-) :-)

Daddy! ;-)