Praise God :-)
My Dad's operation went great and he is awake and looking well.
He is in quite alot of pain at certain times but he is ALIVE and on the way to recovery.
I would like to thank all of you out there who said prayers for Him they are so appreciated!
Please continue to pray for freedom from pain and a quick and awesome healing and recovery.
May Gods Blessing be upon you all
Love
Des
We learnt about Attitude today at college :-)
Neil Chizzy Spoke and it was GREAT!
Attitude not your aptitude determines your ALTITUDE... Deep
Im going to spend some time with my maker now...
PS: Please all keep my Dad in your prayers because He is going in for His hip replacement surgery tomorrow morning at 8am
I appreciate that very, very much.
Night night
Des
Wow that was like the most awesome cell night i have had thus far in all my entire cell experience, now that is a HUGE call but i am making it!
We didn't have many, but God showed us that he holds no prejudice towards how many people are in a room in order for His presence to fill it...
We prayed and then we had worship and Gods presence saturated that living room, it was thick it was tangible it was SO REAL...
God showed us His love in a very real way tonight, and as we prayed in that room tonight i hope we remember not to forget how it felt.
I am certainly inspired to want to be in Gods presence more, and to prioritise God into my schedule before anything else.
I hope that Ram, Cath, Brycie, Sergi and Mike are inspired to do the same.
It only took One to change the entire course of mankinds salvation and With Him In Me and Him in all of you IMAGINE what He can do through us...
Lets be there to pick each other up when we fall, and lets be genuinely interested in each others worlds.
We are each others shoulders and as brothers and sisters in Christ we need to be strong when the other is weak.
So thanks you Guys and Girl for a very Precious and very needed time in the Lover of our Souls.
Ja Blessings always
Your Sis in Christ
Des
My eyes do not see what you see
And your eyes cannot see through mine
I find it near impossible to understand your views
And you look at me and wonder why i live the way i choose.
Even though we live on the same earth
And from human mothers we had the same birth
Our souls can't agree on what we percieve
The way we see life and what we believe.
My heart feels sad that more often than not
My life does NOT represent the Jesus I've got
You look at my life and the mistakes that i make
And you choose not to accept Jesus or His hand to take.
Im BEGGING you PLEASE don't leave Him behind
Because of MY journey and the mistakes you will find
I am human I will sin but yet i still strive
To be more like Jesus and to learn from His life.
So although you may think that Christianity's a SHAM
I'm sorry you feel that way I Really Really am...
My life in Imperfect Im aware of this I know
So PLEASE don't judge Jesus on my BAD life show.
I Sincerely hope that this appeal for Mercy
Does not go unheard
I Pray that you will not turn your heart against Jesus
Just because of Christians and what you may have observed...
Our lives are not a True reflection of the Love of God
The freedom we've recieved from Him or the Grace we've got
I ask that you please not look at me
And my life and the sins that you see.
All i have left to ask is that you Please Please give Jesus a chance
Please ask Him to live in your heart and you will find that it will Dance
It will Dance with His Love it will dance with His Fire
It will Dance with a life changed and you will FLY so much Higher!
He will open you eyes to the truth of His word
He will secure your place in Heaven after death from this world
You WILL be Fulfilled and your heart will be Swollen with Love
Your Heart Soul and Mind Renewed from the Savior above.
Please Forgive me...
Amen
Love doesn't Force itself on others
Love doesn't strut
Love NEVER gives up
Love doesn't keep score of the sins of others
Love takes pleasure in the flowering of truth
Love isnt always "Me first!"
Love puts up with ANYTHING
Love cares more for others than itself
Love doesn't Revel when others grovel
Love doesn't have a swelled head
Love keeps going till the end
Love trusts God ALWAYS
Love doesn't fly of the handle
Love NEVER looks back
Love ALWAYS looks for the best
Love doesn't want what it doesn't have
Love NEVER dies...
As you peel away my faults
Through circumstance and pain
As i wriggle, writhe and worry
And FIGHT you all in vain
You look at me with Gentle eyes
And pull me close to You
And as i Relax and rest in You
My soul is set to new...
You say to me
"My child i know, the pain you're going through"
I know the trials will make you STRONG
And I will be with you.
Don't just see the negative
Don't just see the pain
Because through the Nasty circumstance
My Charachter
You will gain...
Hope this inspires you to Keep on Keeping on Sal
Love Always
Des
Hi Family :-)
JJ You are so AMAZING, i can ALWAYS count on you and i am just so Thankfull to God for having you in my life...
Im touched by the fact that when i am not as great a friend as i should be that we make it through anyway.
Love you Always
Sergi
Its been a bumpy ride, but i LOVE Rollercoasters!
Thanks for teaching me so much about myself, life and my heart...
You are so much fun to be around and yet there so much more to you aswell. Im glad i get to share both...
Marji
Well girl, i don't even remember how we met but who cares about that now. There is so much more of life to share, and i am glad i get to share it with a CRAZY as heck South African Maatjie such as you! May the girls with the curls RULE THE WORLD!
Anytime and anywhere girl, if you need a shoulder be assured that this one will be waiting.
Stevie
My funny talker :-) If in doubt about that comment, ask me later ;-p Thanks for the chats we have had, you have a great heart for listening and i'm totally glad that you were willing to give it when i needed it most. I know that life brings changes, and you know what, thats okay. Just know that i value you. Time is just that, time... Friendship does not look at time. So may our friendship live on beyond the realm of how much time we do or do not spend together...
To the Family as a whole.
May the Hand of God and the Annointing of the Holy Spirit be upon you always. Guiding you, teaching you and just LOVING on you constantly from now until FOREVER.
I Love you all so Very,
Very much...
Hello Lovely people!
Glad to be here once again, and even GLADER that i finally figured out how to post pictures!
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :-)
The collage that i have up there is Project Dance Sydney. WHAT AN EYE OPENING, God annointed, Power packed, LIFE changing experience. The BIGGEST turning point i have EVER had in my entire life...
God was so very present, we were able to grow so much closer to each other as a team as well as to our Jesus.
We were so blessed in the whole thing, from the mere beginnings of the trip, as in the very dream of going, to the reality of being there and having our flights paid for! God is Faithfull, and he BLESSES in abundance.
Just being in the presense of Dancers from all over the world (Los Angeles, New York, Housten Texas, Rio and the likes) and being able to share the love of using out bodies to glorify our maker was an EXTREME blessing.
I just know it changed my life...
Oded and Sammy if you ever read this i want you to know that you guys are just so SHINING with the love of God, and please don't ever doubt that! May your lives be filled with the Love of God so that you can keep spilling it out on to all who are Blessed enough to come accross your paths in their lifetime...
To Our Team
Those that have come and had to sadly depart due to reasons good and bad.
To the faithfull DIE HARDS who are still there to this day.
And to the new comers.
I want you all to know that you have deeply touched my life in one way or another...
To our AMAZING leader Adele Watts
I look at you and all the passion, fire and fervency that BURNS within your heart for the cause and i am truly Inspired.
You have kept on keeping on through sickness, pain and hardships, and i can truly say that if i am half the woman you are today when i take the angel of death by the hand it will be an extreme privalege.
God is using you to bring a Generation into His kingdon through the vehicle of dance and you are doing an OUTSTANDING job. But being under your leadership has taught me and our team that even though dance is so much fun as well as our vehicle for revival. Jesus is still our Utmost and He requires our HIGHEST attention, praise and love...
You have taught us where our priority in this team lies, and that is in putting Jesus at the very core of our hearts and making Him our very first Love.
And for that i so sincerely say
Thank you.
To Jesus
You took me from a place that i was to the place that i am...
I cannot believe i was the girl that never wanted to go to the school socials, or dance anywhere EVER, (not because i didnt want to), simply because i did not believe i could... I was the girl with the two left feet that were just so unfortunately as dead weight as lead when it came to moving to music...
God look at me now.
I am the girl that you can't get off the dance floor at a party.
I am now dancing to bring healing to a generation that so DESPERATELY needs your love.
God you are so FAITHFULL, so willing to Bless, so KIND and so Intense in your love for me... So i with all i have within me
Thank you.
Amen
When i look to you my love
I can breathe again
I feel you close and i can rest
Even in my pain
For when i take time out for You
You meet me where I'm at
And even though i fall so far
You NEVER turn your back...
I Love how you change my ways
I Love the way you care
You mould me from the inside
And you go where no one dares...
In You my Precious Jesus
My soul begins to Shine
My darkness slowly fades away
My life changes in due time
My breath comes back
The struggle ends
And i remember what you said
You said
My Child Be Still and know
That I am Lord your God...
"Prayer FLIES where the Eagle Never flew...
It won't let you down
For it TOUCHES the HIGHEST Throne!"
Trust - In His timing
Rely - On His promises
Wait - For His answers
Believe - In His miracles
Rejoice - in His GOODNESS
and
Relax - In His Presence
Thats our God...
Dont spend life searching for fulfillment, if you are not searching for it in Jesus Christ.
WOW!
Life is like wierd hey, i just dont get it most of the time...
God does though, I mean he RUNS it, but i just think "WHAT THE!"
I am not saying i dont think God is doing a great job, he is doing an AMAZING Job because after every "WHAT THE!" moment, i am like ok, i think i see that, like even though i dont always know what is going on and why... I come out better for it, its wierd, i dont know how to explain it hey.
But anyway, i have had a bit of a COASTER ride as you all know, and it is wierd. I did ask to be changed while at Bible college, but i seriously didnt think anything was gonna happen, haha THINK AGAIN!
Thank you Jesus
I trust that you have my best interest at heart
I trust that you are going to move my charachter from ok to INCREDIBLE
I trust that you LOVE me enough to get HURT like MAJORLY for me
And I Love you
And what you are doing in my life right now
In Jesus name i pray
AMEN
Desperately seeking Des...
Yes it has been a desperate search for myself the past two weeks, and i have FINALLY come into the light,well i am still in the tunnel, but i can see the light, which is very, very comforting.
I have Never in my life been so low, and i am gratefull for it.
Why you may ask?
Simply because i can now appreciate what it is to feel like living, to actually appreciate life...
Yes, i know. Des is human too!
What a SPECTACULAR revelation, for myself that is, no arrogance intended.
I guess i lived with the thought of being INVINCIble, able to TAKE ON THE WORLD at all times, always ONTOP OF MY GAME, living in STABILITY and so on... But it all came CRASHING down on me in the last two weeks and i got a revelation.
NOTHING is concrete in this life, there is NO friend, NO family member, NO collegue, NO job, NO lover, NO asset, NO feeling, NOTHING accept My Jesus. Our Jesus that is. My ROCK!
In saying that, i still do not know how not to put people before God, this is my weakness and Satan has prodded it for FAR TOO LONG.
I LOVE GODS WORK, when He says He works in mysterious ways well He was not joking.
Amen
